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I just realised i haven't fapped for 2 weeks. In fact, i didn't even have a boner. I'm 28 years old, 84 kg at 1.79 cm tall , 10 % bodyfat and with a resting heart rate of 45 so i don't think circulation/blood pressure is the problem here.
I have absolutely 0 sexual thoughts. I 'm absolutely obsessed about a girl i was having sex with and was imo the most perfect woman i've met, but she didn't want a relationship because 'she wanted to live her life after her last relationship'. I'm just constantly angry and depressed about this, because we work together and she lives next door from me and i know one day she will bring a guy in and fuck her and i won't be able to do anything other than listening to her scream and moan like she did with me. I also can't get over that her ex was 21 years old (she is 30) and she was crying when they broke up and i have blocked her from every social media and communication possible and she won't even try to talk to me besides say hi. She lied to me about going out with another guy (her words, can confirm from friends) because she wanted to push me away. She said she loved being around me but she didn't want to have a relationship or sex with me anymore. Maybe that has to do with the loss of boners?
I have 0 interest in women anymore. Or men, i tried that too. I have no sexual thoughts at all. I force my self to fap and i still can't get it up. I workout like 4 hours a day to not stay in the house where she lives next door and to get endorphine rushes .
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>>18585575
You are just going through a process of grieving. It's all natural, you'll get over it baka desu
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>>18585575
How long since you stopped seeing this girl? It might just be too fresh.
Or you just don't feel like banging anybody. Nothing wrong with that. If you don't want sex, and don't need it, then it doesn't matter, right?
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>>18585575
You're depressed and while you should keep working out, it's not going to make the world stop turning and things feel any less awful.
I'm sorry that this happened, anon. It's going to hurt for a while so find support where you can.
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>>18585585
Bout 3-4 weeks i guess.
I don't know. When my parents died i'd fap because i wanted something to take the stress away, but not this time. Every time i try to watch porn i imagine the girl getting fucked is the girl i mentioned. And the guy has a bigger dick than me and she likes it more.
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>>18585702
One of my problems is that i want to talk to her but i know i shouldn't. I did give her my ultimatum a couple of weeks ago, i told her that if we can't be together i don't want anything to do with her because i'm in love with her. She said i'm just saying that because i'm inexperienced(admitted to her i only had 1 relationship in the past, she was suprised because i made her squirt) and i'm stuck because she rejected me.
I was fine 2 weeks ago where we were away and didn't see her or hear her. Now she is next door and singing. I love her singing ffs. I want to talk to her and be around her but i know it won't lead to anything. She will never be with me. I don't want to change houses. I can't keep going like this.
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I'm sorry OP but you just have to deal with it. Don't listen to nofap shills, you need to fap or else your body thinks your dick is vestigial and it drops off
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