I'm 28 years old with no work skills, no social life and no real strength to better myself. All I have are missed opportunities and failures and at this age the writings on wall, I can't get better. I have medication but none of it will kill me, I have no money so I can't purchase a weapon and I have no knives so I can't call the police and have them shoot me, I don't even have a garage and a car to poison myself with. I just want to die and not feel this way anymore.
I have family and they've been wonderful but their kindness only makes me hate myself even more for being worthless garbage that can't be useful to them.
Don't know if you've read this, but really informative, see the statistics.
>http://lostallhope.com
Ultimately I don't think there's a completely painless and infallible way to go, there's always a risk involved that you might survive and come back even more fucked up from the aftermath and live a worst life than you had before. That's what i tell myself anyway, i also lack the resources for an alleged painless death aka gun.
I feel like it's not worth the risk, might aswell keep living and survive what i can and learn to take life for the shit it is and things will get better.
Please don't harm yourself Anon. Outside of general societal norms, there is no right or wrong way to live life. You are alive, the sun will rise, and you dont have to live up to any ridiculous expectations. It cant rain all the time.