Maybe I'm not as okay as I thought.

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It's hard to put into words an entire life story, even one as boring and straight forward as my own. In the interest of retaining interest, I'll attempt to keep it short.

>Single child raised by single mother
>Never got along with kids my age due to traumatic experience
>Grew introverted, and was bullied by all the other children I had met
>Come highschool make some good friends
>A few great years shared together
>Friend gets a girlfriend
>Breaks up after a while
>Girlfriend was kind to me and distraught so I tried to comfort
>End up getting too close
>Had never experienced somebody having such an intimate interest in me before
>Heart gives in
>Lose friends
>Invites me to meet a friend of hers
>The entire time she's clinging to him and laughing like an idiot
>Later reluctantly admits to liking him
>Attempt to break up, she gets physical
>Apologizes over next few weeks, and gullible me decides to give her another chance
>Becomes physically abusive when I bring up other guy
>Try to break up again
>Threatens to commit suicide, more affected due to traumatic experience earlier in life
>Stay with her, but make it clear I won't stand for it
>Things go okay for a while
>Then she starts acting strange one day reverting to a lot of old habits out of the blue
>First instinct is ex-boyfriend. Bingo.
>Ask her who X is. "Just a friend"
>Corner her with ambiguous statements claiming I had evidence that she was talking with her ex
>Denies it until the end, constantly changing story to match evidence
>Finally admits to something I didn't have evidence of, them masturbating over cam.
>Devastated because things finally seemed like they were going well
>Break up with her
>She ends up in psych ward
>Constantly harassing my mother and I
>Mother pushes me to talk to her
>Horomonal me wins over
>Get back together reluctantly
>Things go alright for a year
>Leave on a trip for christmas to see family
>Talking to her on phone