actually need advice for this, posting it like this since it

File: DECIEC.jpg (40KB, 1024x768px) Image search: [Google]

40KB, 1024x768px

actually need advice for this, posting it like this since it is 4chan xd (it's true and i need advice)

(pic kinda related, i feel like i'm being deceived)

>am me
>good grades
>good social life
>get 8 hours of sleep everyday
>no gf, ded inside

>xth grade
>best friend transfers out of school, we call him "mark"
>cute girl transfers in
>get to know her
>become close over the past few weeks and months
>drama shit happens around us, mostly because a lot of people were talking shit
>ask advice from Mark, he gives me and they were pretty good
>drown in it as well

>stop talking to her frequently for the next few months, since she won't absolutely talk to me and kept pulling me down

>(x+1)th grade

>best friend transfers back, i'm pretty happy
>HE SITS NEXT TO HER, ABUSING THE FACT THAT I WAS TRYING TO FIX THINGS BETWEEN US
>he gets close to her, same as me, thinking nothing about it with some other 3 friends

>3 friends hate the two of them since they were "too close", i thought of the same but i was thinking i was being cucked and it hurt bad
>both of them absolutely stop talking to me, same as other 3 friends

>get sad

>few months later, still talk to them, become close with the two of them again

>mark transfers to another country for vacation

>become MUCH more close to her and fix our misunderstandings
>almost always outside together up until night due to me attending a daily church activity she goes to

>mark goes back

>he was being clingy the whole time since all he heard about was other people telling him i was always with her

>don't know why I never confessed during those times we were alone

>(x+2)th grade

>Mark and I are close to her, sometimes we get our own time with her

>i want to confess before we graduate but i fear rejection, what do, /adv/?