ok /adv/ I need to get this out and I'd appreciate some advice back or even a few words of wisdom.
one day I was at my gf's mom's ( lets call her 'm)' house waiting for them to come back from shopping.
so 'm' had left her phone in the house so I went and checked it out.
me being nosy I checked pics and vids.
there was nothing special except for one pic of her pussy and her asshole.
I got turned on and masturbated till I came shit loads .
no here's the thing I hate how she looks (not too ugly) I hate her personality and how she was a bad mother to my gf
but sometimes when I'm horny and on my own I sometimes think about doing stuff to her but then regret it.
now let's talk about her friend let's call her 'n' I absolutely hate her and she really hates me.
she tried to break me and my gf up before a few times and can sometimes try to be controlling.
but sometimes I feel like fucking her and I don't know why because she's absolutely ugly and my gf said she's hairy and has no body hygiene which I'd agree with but I want to try her mouth sometimes but as with the mother I feel regret after Cumming about it.
I hate them both but kinda feel sexually attracted
and p.s. the friend is lesbian so no point to saying I should fuck her
>tfw wanted to fuck my ex's mom
>tfw really wanted to fuck her bitch asshole friend
>tfw did neither
I'm not even memeing.