Why do I enjoy being hit?
I have weird masochistic tendencies, which includes enjoying being grabbed, spanked, slapped, punched, thrown, choked, etc. I don't understand why, either. I was sheltered most of my life and was rarely spanked or hit by my parents cuz I was a "good kid," but as I entered the real world in my late highschool/early college years, I started getting my ass beat because I was retarded. For some reason, though, I enjoyed the feeling, and to this day whenever I get slapped by someone, I break down and get aroused and embarassed. It's weird, because I still get afraid of being hit, and I flinch and try to avoid it, but when it lands I feel so.. weirdly good.
I'm the type of person who values health, so I really wanna get to the bottom of this desire.
Everyone's got a kink. I'm the opposite. I realized i kinda really liked dominating/hurting girls after a girl told me to choke her during sex. I figure as long as I stays in the bedroom it has no effect on my life.
I think I know where my thing comes from though
>>18575686
Are you me? Used to be pretty vanilla but current gf is into being slapped and choked, rough butt sex, general degradation. It made me feel weird at first but I'm really into it now. Accidentally stumbled into a rad dom/sub dynamic and it's the shit.
I really want to get tied up ultimate fantasy
>>18575665
>Why do I enjoy being hit?
Why do you ask?