Am I fucked?

I used to work in retail and there was a 'hot' chick working there. I couldn't see it but she had big tits so maybe that's why. All the guys were drooling over her and she would date a new coworker every week. Finally she settled down with a guy, I quit and didn't see her since then. Out of curiosity I looked her up on facebook recently, she is still with the guy but holy hell she is a land whale now. She must have gained 100 pounds.

>>18572926
Honestly she's not even that slutty she just has a shitty home situation

>>18572926
"And what, monks, is the gratification in the case of form? Suppose there were a girl of the khattiya class or the brahmin class or of householder stock, in her fifteenth or sixteenth year, neither too tall nor too short, neither too thin nor too fat, neither too dark nor too fair. Is her beauty and loveliness then at its height?”—“Yes, venerable sir.”—“Now the pleasure and joy that arise in dependence on that beauty and loveliness are the gratification in the case of form. 19. (ii) “And what, monks, is the danger in the case of form? Later on one might see that same woman here at eighty, ninety, or a hundred years, aged, as crooked as a roof bracket, doubled up, supported by a walking stick, tottering, frail, her youth gone, her teeth broken, gray-haired, scanty-haired, bald, wrinkled, with limbs all blotchy. What do you think, monks? Has her former beauty and loveliness vanished and the danger become evident?”—“Yes, venerable sir.”—“Monks, this is a danger in the case of form." - The Buddha

>>18572995
That doesn't really change what I think..