I am 25 years old now. Back in high school I did not have any friends and it was the worst 4 years of my life. Everyday I still think about specific moments and cringe or get mad. I think about hurting people that would bully me and treat me like shit. I was such a ghost in senior year that I wasn't even pictured or mentioned in the year book, everyone just completely forgot I existed.
How do I get over this? I thought time would eventually allow me to live normally and forget about it but it hasn't. High school scarred me so much that it is almost all I think about years later.
>>18572886
Someone said "We spend our lives plotting revenge on the high school bully."
Your feelings are normal to the point of being boring. 90% of the population is haunted, from time to time, with bad memories of adolescence. And the other 10% are those who were actually happy in high school and spend their lives wishing they were back there again.
Let yourself wallow in bad memories from time to time. And then get on with life.
We've all got those memories
The only thing I found that I think helps, is pretty generic - create new, better memories
If you have friends then go and create some memories, go skinny dipping while it's still warm, get drunk then piss on someone's house, get rly high in a wheat field or do some volunteering
I feel the same way but about college instead of high school, high school I actually enjoyed
I really don't know how to get over it, I feel like I missed the normie experience in college and that I'll never be able to recover from it
did you go to college?