/adv/, I need to ask you something.
I feel fundamentally wrong as a person, I don't feel like myself anymore, I hate everything that I do but I also love doing it, but I do it for the sake of feeling like I belong. I feel this sheer disconnect from reality and that I am just a persona of a human pretending to be someone, that I use things like my interests to supplement and replace my personality, rather than actually having one.
Im having a crisis right now and I don't know how I feel or what do to about any of it.