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sorry for long long post in advance, i can't talk for shit
Hey /adv/, I need some non-trivial help.
Since I was very young, I always liked trains. Not in the sense of "SDs look better than Dashes", but in the sense of driving them. And since the sun was hot, I told people I wanted to be a train driver. I was a kid, I didn't know a lot about much, and i got quickly turned down... I tried to forget about it and it was as successful as utter shit. I associated driving trains with poverty, being degenerate, social exclusion, and that career has become my forbidden fruit. I'm in university now, studying computer science, and I still feel unhappy and wishing that, but I feel guilty of wishing... In my free time I'm basically a NEET, living in the internet and playing Densha de Go, Railfan, Bve, all the time. Fuck computer science, just trains. I am scared of coming out as well as telling my therapist. I can become a state-sponsored NEET if I want to, I do have some contacts, but I'm scared of it... I don't know what to do....
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op here, inb4 go for engineering and specialize in railways
no, railways aren't very relevant here, i've already searched and i have found nothing at all
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What the fuck. You're smart enough to do computer science yet not drive a train? Have you considered semi trucks? Either way it shouldn't be that difficult to get a job in the train industry, the drivers are treated like shit. But paid decently for it.
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This is some severed autism. Not even joking. Not sure why you're afraid to tell your therapist though. That literally the most mundane thing they've probably ever heard.
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