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I am supremely bored and it's exacerbated by just not wanting to do anything at all.
There's no shortage of things to do. I have some stuff around me to pick up a hobby, like get gud at a video game, clean up the apartment, cook a somewhat decent meal, play a song on the keyboard, volunteer, read, go for a bike ride, etc...
The thing is, I just don't want to do anything. I have all this shit I could be doing, but if I put myself to the task, I just feel shitty. I just wake up to work, sleep when I get home because it's exhausting, wake up to eat something quick, then usually just lay around until its time to go to bed.
I can cook delicious meals, but I'm so fucking lazy most of the time, and when I force myself, I just lose my appetite and end up tossing it or shoving it in the fridge until it goes bad. My pay also doesn't really let me go and do things, I don't even have a car.
I don't know where I'm going with this. My life just feels empty, but empty is the least painful state of existence too.
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>>18570883
A guess: You are putting too much pressure on yourself and carrying the expectations of others (parents?). Let go.
Its ok to live however you want. You have MY permission.
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>>18570883
thats the problem. When people have to many options they get overwhelmed and choose to do nothing. Cut down the things you can do to a few things. then work up from there. Like essential things that need to get done.
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>>18570883
get a better job. Build up yourself. you can go up or down. its up to you. find the thing that makes you tic and use it as emotional fuel to get yourself where you want to go.
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>>18570931
I dunno about pressure on myself. I mean, there's a certain pressure there to get a better job and move to a better location where it's not an hour and a half bike ride to the next bumfuck location. Where I'm at is cheap and decent living.
>>18570935
I'll try to structure my day around these tasks then
>>18570938
I'm working on it for sure. Just don't know when I'll actually have something "good"
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>>18570943
Law of attraction
Where you put your thoughts is where you are led to.
An exercise you can do is when you do something that helps you go further in whatever you want, tell yourself this "this is one more step to getting something "good" " or something along the lines of that. You need something that makes you feel motivated.
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>>18570883
Sounds like you a shortage of serotonin in your brain. You have depression, that might be 100% physical condition instead of beign caused by some event. Get some anti-depression meds. I had completily identical problem. Mirtazapine worked for me.
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