>18
>Graduated
>4/4 Native American
>Beta
>virgin
>Don't know what to do, All I do is live with my parents and make peyote fans all day and make music
>Want to take music career further
>Dad wants me to do HVAC and get to work
>Not lazy or anything just not sure what to do
>Want to be independent but can't seem to take that next step
>Tired of being virgin, Sexual urges get to me and take my mind off what I'm doing.
>Not bad looking just shy
>Youngest so everyone has eyes on me
>Want to just make music and be free
Better off then most people but lack of motivation keeps me down
>>18570474
You aren't alone. Sometimes I just want to get hopelessly lost in a gigantic city, but then I do the math and realize that I wouldn't have enough money to buy all the liquor required for such a journey.
>>18570474
>>Dad wants me to do HVAC and get to work
there is good money in that
>>18570555
3 month program. Work with my dad at school district for 2 years. Move to New York and try for 30 Hr. Planned that out but fuck it's plan B. Can't hurt idk