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I work night shift – 7PM – 4 AM. IT job, pays nice and I have not had to worry about money for more than a year and actually saved some without even trying.
Only real friend I have went to the other side of the world to study so I have almost zero social contacts except on work, at least I’m really good at faking I have a social circle so people don’t think I’m a total loser. Though they can probably feel it but I got really good at telling people to fuck off so they don’t bother me too much.
>soon to be 25 no friends, still virgin.
>living in shit apartment so I don’t spent too much money.
I always had a fast metabolism and am not bad looking but I go fat recently to the point it’s comical. Sleeping is really hard I usually go around with 4-6 hours of sleep.
I am not motivated much anymore, if at all. Most of my money goes for food and drinking. I drink a lot now for the past 2-3 years. 6 pack after work and much more during the weekends playing OW. If I don’t drink after work, I cannot sleep and become zombie for the rest of the day.
I just can’t force myself to study consistently so I can get out of this shithole. I always fall back to old habits, nothing changes.
Has anyone been like this? How did you fix yourself?
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Sounds like you're trying to do too much, too soon. The trick is starting small, adding it to your daily routine and then doing it until it's habit. Get outside at least once a day, go for a walk. Eat better, even if it's only one meal a day in the beginning. Make sure your hygiene is good, and clean your apartment if it's messy. Small steps brother, we're all gonna make it.
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