>20 years old
>Goes to art college
>Made one of the dopest ass friend I've ever had for a year and a half
>Friend finds every synonym to calling me autistic during an acid trip where he wanted to impress his grill
> -100 confidence
> -100 charisma
>Lost gf
>Attempted shooting myself
>Gun was unloaded
>Self-believed autism spikes
>Got baker-acted for reeeing too hard
>Life seems to be stable now that my friend is gone
>Life is meaningless now
>>18566200
>"friend"
acid is a hell of a drug. you live in florida? get some money together and go north. new hamshire has jobs. think long term, but stay in the now.