Hi. I'm a schoolboy who hates his life. All of my relationships have been online and I want to put bullets through my head. My dad abuses me and my birth mum currently lives in another house.
Basically, I'm the typical angsty teenager who hates his life but doesn't know why.
Advice?
At your age you need to get out and try as many new things as possible until you find the stuff that makes your life worth living. I didn't figure that out until my early twenties, so get a head start on everyone else by doing this now while you're still a teen. Actually try the things yourself, don't just read about or watch them.
Spend as much time away from your father as you can. Get a job, if you don't have one. That one is important. Wish I hadn't gotten a job as a teen. Join some sort of community. Sport is the easiest. Some way to form social bonds and to find a mentor.
>>18565708
Suck dicks
You are angsty and frustrated because you are gay and don't realize it yet, or maybe don't want to realize it. But you will never be at peace before embrassing it. Everytime you will feel frustrated you will think back to this. And this will always be until you finally suck a dick