Is it possible to get reverse PTSD? Don't get me wrong, the event that happened to be was awful. However, there were a lot of good feelings associated with the abuse(oneitis, parried with long term psychopathic abuse). What I mean by PTSD in reverse, is the "triggers" of the abuse bring back extremely pleasant euphoric feelings, while everyday life feels like a bleak depressing derealized hell. This has been going on for some time now, years actually.
>>18564044
battered woman syndrome
>>18564044
That's called denial.
>>18564061
what does it mean?
you are like a girl who was raped who then turns into a slut and pretents to love just getting rammed by tons of cock. it's pretending the pain of the trauma is no big deal, infact you liked the trauma!
see a therapist
>>18564044
I don't know. That sounds fucked up, and your OP picture is almost schizophrenic. Seek help.
>>18564147
I don't like being nonfunctional. I don't like not being able to feel anything.
>>18564164
Everyone say that, like just going to a shrink will just magically make this problem go away. Talking and pills don't really seem to help.
>>18564173
talking to a shrink is probably better than talking to 4chan
>>18564044
sounds like Stockholm Syndrome to me