Bump because I'm going through the same thing and it's killing me inside. Yes, I know I'm weak.
>>18562821
Go No Conatct with her and then:
FTOW
Especially the first part might be hard, but it's the only solution really.
Open relationship.
Rather easily.
I work with 4 amazons and my dick hurts, but at the same time...I try not to let my feels get the better of me as I jerk off intensely towards one of their asses.
I never thought porn would actually not turn me on until I saw one amazon's ass. It makes me quiver in pleasure just thinking about motorboating and riding it. Either way, I don't care, I just think, fuck myself intensely, and move on.
Somehow, after such a session, I lose the horn. I'm back to being a quiet, happy man who's able to look my crushes dead in the eye without so much as a problem...as they weren't crushes anymore at that point.
>>18562950
How tall are they?
Improve yourself. Focus on her faults and not the things that make you put her on a pedestal. You'll realise she's a human, and probably a more fragile one than you at that.