Hey /adv/! You helped me out a lot in the past, thanks for that

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Hey /adv/!

You helped me out a lot in the past, thanks for that and here I am again.

So I suffer from depression and wanted to try to get better without meds. I followed my docs advice, which was working on stuff and be productive a lot, and it actually works for me. It's not like I am cured, but I feel better and I hope I will improve more and more over time. With that being said, here's what I need advice for.

I tried to ignore girls and not fall for one too hard, since I realized that it's not healthy to start relationships in the state I was in, especially after I got used by some girl last year, which told me she loves me, we basically had a relationship without being official (sounds stupid I know), and then she fucked some other dude and made out with multiple dudes at some party. You could say I got "cucked".

So I met another girl a while back. I didn't know her, but she recognized me from my youtube channel (I'm not famous mostly people from around where I live know about my channel) and she walked up to me at a party and told me that she really enjoys my content and my sense of humor, and then had to leave. Weeks later I go through my subs, found her name and messaged her on fb thanking her again but stopped to text her more since I had the concerns stated above.

Now I can't get this girl out of my head for weeks. She always watches my videos and likes the posts I make, which doesn't mean much but I know she acknowledges me.

Here I am, feeling better and better, still thinking about this girl and I wonder if I should message her again and maybe meet up with her some time? Or should I not until I feel 100% good again (if that even happens at some point)

Cont.