I've been experiencing what some people would characterize and have hypothesized schizophrenia/psychosis, but I am unconvinced myself given the nature of the messages I've been receiving. Non the less, I'm currently out of work at the moment and am suffering from a rather debilitating bout of paranoia at the moment, so I figured I might as well look into exploiting society's biased view on my unique worldview and perception.
I have stayed in mental hospitals twice, once voluntarily, once involuntarily, however I am very opposed to them as I see them as nothing but drug factories rather than somewhere to seek treatment. Neither time I was given a diagnosis, but in various other psychiatric settings (never long term with a single doctor, always a new location), I've received cursory diagnosis of psychosis, severe depression, social anxiety and paranoia, not really enough to get a check.
What would be the best way to go about getting that jackpot diagnosis or should what I have be enough? If I had to see someone, I would tell the complete truth of what I'm experiencing, regardless of how patronizing their attitude is about my beliefs, but I don't want to waste my time and get prescribed drugs that I don't need again. I live in Florida if that helps.
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>I want free money but don't want to do anything that would constitute trying to improve my condition (hospitalization, drugs, etc.)
Fuck off.