My spirit is weak /adv/. I just don't have the drive to do anything. I don't see how people get so much out of life.
This all get much worst when I cut contact with a woman whom I was afflicted by oneitis by. I knew i had to cut on contact but it really dropped my fucking hope I guess.
I am not suicidal but really unhappy with life but I cut contact with the only thing that I can say really made me happy that isn't video games.
What do you do when the very thing killing you was probably the only thing keeping you alive? Strange conundrum.
What should I do? I have a rough time waking up in the morning despite getting 8 hours of sleep. I feel drained every day. Again, I am not suicidal, I just don't seem to be able to be happy?
Your testosterone is low. Stop masturbating.
Easier said than done, right? After you get past the first week it's not so bad. To get motivation, read articles and YouTube videos that encourage nofap, and ideally block porn sites. Fill your day with engaging activities so that you have less time to yourself doing absolutely nothing.
This will not solve your woman problem, but it will certainly make you feel better.
Let me be clear: this isn't an optional gimmick. You need to stop wanking. I'm on my 15th day now and I feel fantastic - I have high energy and drive when I wake up.