For the third year I have summer school which really sucks considering I could do everything they give me but I have absolutely 0 passion to do anything. I've dealt with depression and mood swings and shit but I kept it away from everyone.
All I care about is art and I know that's something that is really hard to make a career off of. I feel almost like like I'm stuck playing a sport that I ultimately I've lost all passion for and keep getting injured. Along with that, I have to tell one of my friends that I can't go to a show w him that I said I could months ago (ik that's not a huge deal but w/e).
I can't stop thinking about how much a failure I really am. I have wasted so much just because of certain circumstances and my complete lack of care.