so basically im a 29 year old guy who has a gf but I also have a massive crush on my coworker and made a thread about it here >>18508888
so I didnt really decide to do anything drastic, just subtley started spending more time around her at work and got to know her more and things have been great.
the thing is, I found out she sells nudes on the side and cams sometimes. I only found out because I kind of peeked over her shoulder while she was checking her phone and saw her twitter account username and looked it up... i feel horrible for how much I jerked off when I got home just from the teaser stuff she posts. I have a hard time being around her now without thinking about it.
1) how do I deal with this
2) would it make me a bad manager if I set up a fake identity online so I could buy her content and not know it's me
and I want to clarify that I have zero interest in blackmail, trying to get her in trouble other this, reporting it to a higher up, etc. I dont think they'd care much anyway because theres nothing tying her to the organization on her page and theres nothing really specifically saying who she is, her whole name and which state she's in isnt even there. Id have no way of finding her on there if I didnt see it on her phone
>>18557143
Youre disgusting and creepy. Dump your girlfriend she deserves better.
>>18557337
Thats a little harsh
>>18557143
Hold up. You made a thread, it got hardly any replies, so you made another while the original is still up? Fuck off
>>18557354
That thread i linked is from over a week ago man
You're in a fucking rut and your subconscious is seeking some kind of escape. This girl became the target.
Trust me, she can't possibly be as amazing as you said she was in that other thread - especially if she's a camwhore. But your mind and your psyche is looking for something to latch onto right now because you secretly hate your miserable life and you're approaching 30, so it's airbrushing away all of this girls flaws to make her seem the answer to everything.