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Well I was depressed since Junior year of high school (at least that's the earliest I can remember it)
It was not really doing much to me other than killing my motivation, Which I managed to occasionally find again before, the most recent return of it being that I finally stopped just thinking about buying a new computer/battle station if you will
Which would finally encourage me to be productive and what not.

HOWEVER
A few days ago my friends who are still high school age got into some stupid drama with these 2 random fuckboys who feel like they have something to prove. They have hit 2 of my friends and scrapped with another
And in both situations tried to start with me as well and falsely accusing me of saying things on Facebook when I don't have one

My one friend told me it is over so long as we don't mess with them but I don't feel like it's going to end
All I can think about these past few days is what I would say if I ran into them or what will I do if more fighting happens
It's completely crushing what little upward momentum I have and making everything seem hopeless and pointless