Grow the fuck up anon.

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So i finally finished my second semester of college at now age 22.
Going the route of a welder, before summer vacation i avoided looking for a workshop to take me in for further learning.

It's all anxiety, i am so uncertain at my ability to do the work they expect me to do.
My deadline for moving out is the 25 august.
Had a cleaning job for about a month now earning some money. Need apartment, work.
Have one friend in the area that has his own girlfriend and life to attend.

I see myself alone in an apartment, working against loneliness and anxiety day after day.
which was my previous experience at college dorm. My sisters moved down south and have partners of their own.
The only family i have left up here is my mother.
My friends and family all live down south.
I know i must go for it.
but life looks empty the way i'm heading.