>Tfw too caring
Been involved with a man for about a year now. Broke up with him 4 months ago but now we are fwb and coworkers.
He used to explode at me for things that aren't that bad. Always to do with behaviors I was doing, like going out with friends. Most of our communication was/is through snapchat. Whenever I would be with friends he would not talk to me on snapchat.
Will be really nice to me but then change and ignore me. I will try to reach out but he will reply with "k" and "oh" to everything I say or express. We aren't even dating but I keep doing it.
Recently we were at work and he told me that if I got a tattoo on my forearm (which I don't even want) he would cut me off. Then spent all shift at work being grumpy. Now won't respond to me.
What do I do? He has a troubled past and I obsess over it. I obsessively look at old pictures and gifts and listen to sad songs and cry alone. All I can think of is how life has been so unfair to him and I don't want anything bad to happen to him and I want to be there for him. But then he does bad things. But I also cry when I picture him with someone else.
I don't know what to do. I just want somebody to slap some sense into me. Nobody in person will.