>be 19 y/o
>Spent childhood with overprotective parents
>Mostly didn't talk to kids nor made any friends since I was the loner type, which I didn't want to be
>Didn't have time nor did anything to look into the new big things like movies, music, etc
>Mostly sticked to my hobbies and never branched out, didn't know why
>Years go by and all of these people are dying
>I never knew them nor cared or pay any attention too
>Be that one faggot who gets yelled at for not know this shit
>Made a lot of friends leave me since I'm not one of them I guess
Okay how bad did I fucked up?
What should I do
>Mfw
Well you actually did not fucked up at all since your parents did and you was clever enough not to make things harder between you and those people who give you something to eat and a place to sleep.
So your parents are wrong, but we dont go any further like some teens and cry all the time about dumb parents and a ruined live which is not ruined at all and move on like a person we actually would like to be right know.
Your attudude is " i did not wanted to be a loner type guy, did not have time for new stuff"
So what we focus now is on making new friends, and learning stuff that normal people talk about, watch frequent news to get along with society and pretend like you just moved to an other city and are looking for new friends. Spend your time wisely. Dont be mad at your senpai or yourself.
You are just hours away from beeing informed about all shit other people know, because things that are in right know last anyway for a few days.