>21 next month
>NEET
>living at home with parents
>wanna get the hell out of my country far away
>can't stand society
>not motivated to look for a job
>been depressed for 6 months now
What am I supposed to do with my life? All that people talk around is that I should "get a job" and "get a life" but they never think beyond that. They just claim that getting a job is the answer to everything. Fuck that. It's not a fucking answer. If I had the money I could get away temporarily but then I'd eventually run out of money in some far away country and be forced to go back to my home country.
I don't want a rich fancy life, I just wanna be free and go on my own without having any fucking connections to the people I know. I hate my relatives and all my few friends are just a bunch of boring backstabbers. I honestly think no one in this fucking world understands how I feel.
There's my meltdown. Whata fuck am I supposed to do?
>>18545528
read the book Into the Wild
try not to starve to death in alaska