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I've suffered with chronic fatigue and anxiety spikes for years and years. Ruined my life, I dont have the energy to listen or to engage in small talk/answering questions so I shoo everyone off because it's easier. I can't learn anymore. I can drive, work and exercise but I can't do a damn thing that takes learning energy. I've experimented with sleep cycles, felt the same. Mornings are mistake. Sleep study found nothing, prozac did nothing, effector did nothing, wellbutin did nothing. My brain is immune it seems. I physically am healthy. Doctor then referred me to a neurologist and explained the best I can but they said "I show no symptoms of neurological issues" and wanted to test my vitamin b12 even after explaining my diet is fine and I've taken multi vitamins for a long time.
I can't handle noise. I hate living with people and I'm too far in student loans and car payments to move into a quiet apartment. I truly want to die. I can't take anymore bullshit in my life. But I still have to be careful since I could easily lose my precious (albeit low paying) job
I'm out of money for anymore specialists, meditation requires the mental energy I can't scrape. Should I just honestly kill myself?
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how old are you champ? I'm 21 and i feel the same way. i have big dreams, yet i still spend every day sitting around doing nothing. i was just put on prozac a few days ago but from what I've read i don't have very high expectations. over the past year I've lost interest in/get absolutely no enjoyment out of things i used to like doing. people don't want to be around me, i don't get invited anywhere and have no reason to ever leave the house. i don't really get along with my family all that well (don't hate each other, but don't have much in common and rarely talk) the only thing giving me any amount of hope is that my mom cares about me so much, but i hate myself so much that i still treat her like shit (i have a short temper, but she's stilll always trying to help me)
sorry m8 i know I'm supposed to reply with some advice but I really have none to offer, as I'm in the same boat as you. i don't see a future for myself where i don't feel this way. i wish you the best bud, and hope that something changes for both of us, along with anyone else feeling this way. its such a shitty feeling when you can't find a purpose to live. but please lad, from anon to anon, DO NOT KILL YOURSELF, you're so much more than a statistic
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in what sense is anyone more than a collection of statistics? you are a statistic if you are doing well, and you are a statistic if you are doing poorly. in fact, statistical models can be used to predict with a reasonable degree of accuracy how well or poorly you are likely to do, based on other statistics about you. you are a statistic whether you like it or not.
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