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I am a 26yo virgin who has felt confused mentally all my life. Have had severe depression for close to 13 of those years until recently being put on an SSRI. I craved for a relationship for years but now I feel nothing for anyone or anything. My suicidial thoughts are kept at bay by the drugs but at the same time the drugs have kept me from feeling anything. Everyone feels like figments of my imagination and my nihilism is increasing.
Any thoughts /adv/?
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>>18542642
>confused mentally
In what way?
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I've always felt scatter brained about my thoughts and feelings on everything. I've never really felt passion for anything and I lose attention for things fairly quickly. I feel unsteady. Was diagnosed ADD a long while back but during that time everyone was diagnosed "ADD" so meh. Never got meds for it anyway
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>>18542722
Honestly I am pretty anti-drugs, they always fuck you up worse in the log run.
Stay of 'em, the worse than can happen is you die. who gives a fuck.
Most of us fucking bedroom dwellers just need some fucking sun & exercise. You can only deprive yourself of everything that is natural for so long without it starting to take its toll.
I am kind of talking to myself here
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OP. I was nerd in HS and didnt lose virginity until AFTER college when I hired an escort. Yes loser fag but I used time to workout daily and built body and read books on self confidence and it worked. Exercise helps your mind and with body (im ectomorph but still developed sinewy which I found out girls liked, and like women think men want them skinnier than we do they are same with men). HANG IN THERE BRA. DO NOT consider suicide. Focus on exercise, serious, and get meds even low dose SSRI can help but STAY away from alcohol smokes and illegial drugs--they are fun at first and become monkey and make it worst. I can relate been there and it will get better but force yourself--spend 6 mos building body up, practice PUA crap (not to get laid, but to understand that women like confidence and when I learned to fake it it became self fufilling and I BECAME confident).
Good luck. So much negativity on chan want to help.
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>>18542760
Exactly. Being a man isnt taught. Modern culture has no rites of passage. Work out, good for body and mind. Read books on understanding how women think NOT to bed them but to understand how they interpret love. Trust me you win their heart they will do ANYTHING for you. Its take investment no easy answer but Ive been there OP and have hot wife who is my best friend, awesome son, and good job. I wont get on faith because chans hate it but will say worked for me.
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>>18542770
thanks for the reply, I really appreciate the help. not tooting my own horn but I am pretty built. I go to the gym 7 days a week 2 to 3 hours a day. I am an endomorph like my father so I look more bara than anything. I was pretty anti-drug too and so were my parents. They actively shamed me for trying to get help (while my mom was on zoloft). So I just got worse and worse and planned my suicide multiple times and chickened out. Really the drugs saved my life but now that things have evened out a bit I just feel like nothing.
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>>18542805
Oh I have plenty of platonic female friends. Being social around women isn't my problem. My problem was that I never felt emotionally or physically atttracted to the women i've met through my life. Also, I've never had the feeling to get married etc. Also I am pretty queer as fuck so i dunno, my sexuality confuses me. Also, crippling amounts of self hatred and BDD for 13 years will kill your self-image.
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