TL;DR
Guess I should be glad that I have a (best) friend even though I cant talk to him or anyone about my actual feelings which I surprisingly still have.
Im really fucking romantically lonely if I have to spell it out but im really bad at talking to people so even if I met a girl my type (which is anything but normie) she'd think I was just insane and who wants a mad friend, not even mentioning a relationship.
Sorry if I wasted whatever time it took you to read it but as I said, theres no one who I can talk to
Just as anything with life, you need practice. Practice talking to girls, particularly on anonymous chatting apps.
Instead of just assuming nobody would ever want to be your friend you should go and try to make some friends so you can prove yourself wrong. Guaranteed there are more fucked up people into way weirder shit than whatever you like but they still have friends.
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/b/ is my comfort zone. I know there ARE some girls that would like me, but even though im desprate I still have standards so the chances of a decent relationship involving me are even lower, not taking into account the fact that my country's people are mostly just Ltu speaking soviet fucking normies