why can't I cry?

>>18540810
Maybe you're just content/neutral.

I only cry once maybe every 5-6 years. The last time I cried i heard a classical piece that made me tear up a little, but I hadn't cried 5 years before that.

No that's not that that weird. Men in general don't cry very much, there's also strong social norms against it. You are probably, not a sociopath either, so don't worry about that.

>>18540835
this is gonna sound really "muh not the answer im looking for" but i am very much not enjoying my situation, though i probably should. similarly, i haven't properly laughed or had fun in a very long time. even after seeing a friend and having a noticibly better time than normal, i kinda stayed the same.

>>18540841
sociopathy was a concern, as silly as it sounds. i guess i feel mentally deep-fried, if that makes any sense. greasy and groggy, but not on a physical level, yknow?

>>18540855

That sounds like regular ol' depression.

>>18540864
time to break out the flinstone's gummies and draw my blinds for the first time in a while. thanks, anon.