give me one reason why I shouldn't kill myself?
>>18540666
You aren't worth the effort it takes to end things. You'd be a waste of a good bullet.
>14 y/o had a kid w/ 20 y/o
If my daughter became like that I would kill myself for being such a terrible parent
>>18540666
Get a job that makes you happy (ie. do the job you like so you don't feel the pain time causes)
And get a damn hobby.
Through these, you can accomplish a family if you don't shy away from opportunities.