Girl Advice

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First time making a thread.
>be me
>beta internet fag
>move out of state to new state
>cut ties with many people I use to know out of scorn
>broke up with old gf
>do nothing all day
>a girl catches my eye
>things happen
>numbers are exchanged (friendly)
>develop a heavy crush on her
>she's really sweet
>I, a cynical bastard, begin to go soft for her
>my texts are very flirty
>they are received well
>friend advises me she has feelings for me
>decide to wait a bit
>it's only been a few weeks (2-3)
>time passes
>conversation is not how it used to be
>I ask if something is wrong
>she explains that she hasn't had the best mental health recently
>she dismisses me because I cannot help her
>couple days pass
>says she got tied up with former partner who now has a child
>she says she really liked me but can no longer do anything
>tells me to move on
>a week or so passes
>I miss her
>I text her
>she replies in a manner reminiscent of when I first met her
>she's sick
>goes to bed
>no reply since
>I am dead inside

tldr; crush ghosted on me and I can't let go

I don't know what to do.
I need some advice.
I can't stop thinking about her.
I dream that she calls back, but she never does.
Suicide riddles my thoughts.
Advice?