I'm sure what I'm going to say has been said over a hundred times on here but I'm lost for what to do. Of course I'd like to live, but I feel like my life has been wasted and can't ever be restored to the way I want it. 19/F living with mother after being kicked out by dad and step-mother, I go to a community college and work a part time job somewhere else. I don't have many friends and I struggle with the dumb ass classes of my cc. On the side I have one friend who told me to live for him if I have nothing else, and a boyfriend whom I'm contemplating over since he forgets about me sometimes. I feel so alone and such a waste, everything I do is pathetic and I just want to be happy but even though I have so much opportunity to help me succeed, I fail. So my question is, if I didn't have a family who I would burden with my suicide, should deadbeat dumbasses like me just end themselves to help society?
You probably should go to a psychologist. That sounds like symptoms of depression.
>>18540069
Yeah well I don't want to burden my mom with having to pay $500 a visit every time I want to talk about feelings. Not to mention everyone I've heard from has said therapy is a joke.
(Bump, pls help me)
>>18540112
A friend of mine started showing signs of depression after going through some unfortunate situations. It really helped him, he has really gone back to his old self. Though I acknowledge that he may just have been lucky choosing his doctor.
Whatever the case, he just had to pay 50€ (about 58$) per session if I'm recalling correctly (though I have no idea what's the usual in America).
I'd say, give it a shot.