I hate myself so much.

>>18537768
probably nothing you could have done anyways bud, don't beat yourself up.
how'd he do it anyways?

>>18537779

From what I heard, industrial helium tank fed into one of those medical oxygen masks.

>>18537782
shit yeah. what was the message like: stop me now, kind of stuff, or more like goodbye goodbye goodbye?
if the latter, then really nothing you could have done, he'd have been gone by the time the cops or you arrived. if the former, still nothing you could have done, i feel bad for you bro but that's life sometimes.

>>18537793

All he said was " I love you "

>>18537797
yeah. I watched that video someone posted the other day of the little girl calling 911 over her dead brothers corpse. Feel bad for the kid, but when I hear the dad I think no wonder he did it...

I think about heading into the woods and offing myself too most days. Won't be sending any notes though. shit sucks.

anyway enough of that, this is /adv/ and you're asking what to do, so I advise getting in touch with a counsellor first of all, or at least calling one of those free hotlines for a talk and a cry.

>>18537768
Man I'm sorry but I don't have any advice other than to not isolate yourself and surround yourself with people you love. Don't be so harsh on yourself and please seek some help. My condolences, anon. Depression is a terrible fucking illness.