generally i am really kind man, i do not like gossip, have got deep love for animals,kids even trees and i always do not believe violence can solve anything.
but there is one guy in my work place, he always act stupid and never empathizes me, i tried to communicate with him many times, but he is like deaf or idiot, i am not sure
yesterday, he started to blame me about the dirty coffee mug on my table that i forget yesterday due to work till midnight.This is non of his business.But while i was listening him, i saw some kind of visions or fantasies that i am killing him in a very brutal way and it happened twice in 5 mins.I was shocked, because i never thought something on that level.Yeah, i felt angry but thoose visions were very extreme shit
his throat was cut deeply by me while i was hold his body then i started to squirt his blood to the walls of our workplace, all white walls were painted with his blood
i saw this vision in seconds.But it was so real.So what is the meaning of this? i believe i am not physcopath..
>>18536807
you're probably making a strong effort to be nice and suppressing your negative emotions so they have a chance of coming up as violent fantasies.
don't only focus on being a traditionally good person. take some of your energy and put it towards giving yourself pleasure and giving yourself relief from stress.
and no you are not a psychopath.
>>18536826
your point seems logical.sometimes i really feel like i am pushing myself too hard...
>>18536835
take a warm bath with candles or something. make fun of the guy to yourself.
who dick rides another man about a coffee cup? he sounds like a fucking weenie.