Everything I do has to be something beneficial for my studies (History & Geography) or else I'll feel bad or as if I'm wasting my time. The worst thing isn't this, the problem is that I'm about to finish the undergrads and I have to decide if I go for the PhD route or for simple 9 to 5 jobs.
I have no friends, I can't release this pressure off me and I don't know what to do, the more I think about it the more anxious I get. Help!