I cut contact with a woman but the urge to text her is still there. I deleted her number but I know it by heart unfortunately. She friend zoned me and being around her knowing she doesn't like me romantically was pure pain.
That was 2 months ago. There are demons in my mind suggesting I text her again. "Maybe she was out of town and couldn't return your text?" "Just text her again... just in case she didn't get the last one." "Just text asking her about her day!"
It never ends you guys. I go to sleep thinking about her. I wake up thinking about her. It's crazy that I was never in a relationship with her and yet I am ensorcelled by her.
Fuck i need help. God damn. How do I move on? I have not met another woman like her.
>>18534970
It ends eventually. If you contact her youll just start the cycle all over again. Its almost like a death in the family, though you cant talk to the dead. Allow yourself to grieve, realize that its normal and happens to everyone, and little by little it will get easier
>>18534970
You have to come to an understanding within yourself that she is out of your reach. Yes, it sucks. I know since I've been there. I've been in your situation and it was the absolute worst. It's easy to say "just move on" but that's what it boils down to. There's no time line for this, though. You need to feel everything that you need to feel in order to heal. Feel sad, feel angry, feel hurt. Get it all out. Eventually you'll find that you aren't as sad or as angry. Then, you'll realize that things aren't so bad without her. You're still you.
>>18535063
My issue is that my life seemed so good when I got to be around her. My mind is tireless and just does not stop making me relive those moments thereby revitalizing the memories of her.
I feel trapped in my own head. Just reliving the past over and over and over.