Don't know why, but ever since College was approaching it's gotten worse. I can't stop feeling guilty about spending money. My family is not economically sound with only my father working, brother is off to an expensive private school and now I'm starting school for Computer Engineering and my parents advise against getting a job my first semester because of my 16 credit hours.
Every time I spend a significant amount of money the guilt sets in even if I know the purchase was a need. Help me.
I start feeling the same when I got into college. Just the idea of debt still scares.
Anyone that overcame this? Please...
>>18534940
:(
come to austria
college and university are free here...no kidding
>>18535351
I tried to kill myself over this. Went for the inert gas asphyxiation method, but the line want secure enough and I just woke up in a mental hospital. The only thing that got me over the guilt was to stop costing my loved ones money. I tried to rationalize that they cared for me more than their money and wanted to see me succeed at whatever I chose and are perfectly willing to do anything to make that happen, but I am still unconvinced that I an worth a 4yr degree. This could work for you. And try to talk to your parents about it. It never hurts to take your time, make some cash and be fiscally independent before trying for a degree. And be sure you're going to enjoy what you pursue by trying an entry level position. All I got for you my man, best of luck
>>18535379
Thanks!