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Hi,

I'm pretty sure I'm bisexual, but I have a weird problem.
When I'm in a straight mood, I'm mostly confident and dominating, I do enjoy a girl taking the lead but not in a "weak" way.
When I'm in a gay mood I literally want to be protected and dominated. Not in a slutty way, but you know, just leaving my manhood for a while and letting a loving boyfriend take the wheel.
If I had to explain it quickly, I see straight sex & relationships as satisfying and fulfilling, while gay sex & relationships seem to be relieving. Both give a lot of pleasure.
Now keep in mind I haven't had any gay sex or relationships it's purely theorical.
I wouldn't have any problem to find a dom man as I have a youngish face and don't have a lot of hair on body.
But I don't want to go on any app or internet or even looking for openly irl.
Like the best scenario would be to be very close to a friend who happens to be bi and make me discover.
I often take pics of my body when I'm in a gay mood and post it to get advices on some board to get advices as I'm insecure. I really feel like having sex as a gay is easy even IRL I had several men coming to me trying to get my number or whatever.
So, it's not annoying in my life, I'm happy with straight sex. But should I bother about my gay side ? Even with my criterias ?
I feel like it's too risky and doesn't worth it.