>be 25 m
>getting degree
>halfway thru
>no motivation and neglecting work
This is taking a toll on my life and my study debt. I keep saying i will do it later do it later but i end up pushing it further and further to the point where i am going to fail my modules. I don't know what happen to me but halfway thru i just kind of give up on life and find no fun or meaning to it. Is this depression?
What are you studying, and why are you studying it?
>>18533562
Computer Science. I studied it cause its the only thing i am good at at the moment. It was fun and interesting at first. However after 2 years, I just feel tired and burnt out now.
Kind of regret studying and felt that i wasted all the resources being poured into me by my parents but i am kind of losing it. I am not even sure if this is what i want to do for the rest of my life. I just want a fun and exciting life//job but now everything seems so dull to me. I am just wasting my time away and escaping all the work i need to do.
>>18533593
>>18533583
What would you ideally be doing? Is there anything you'd rather study? What's your dream job?
>>18533598
I know it sounds silly but i wanted to be a programmer or sort of (u know like those hacker shows) or make an awesome game when i was younger but i lost the passion somehow. The degree requires me to do a lot of low level stuff which might have contributed to making me slowly hating it. I just want to do something i enjoy but now i hardly am able to enjoy doing anything.