alright so things are about to unfold I mean shit is about to hit the fan! my whole life everyone has thought I was an autard and their presumptions were confirmed after I got a brain disease that began to amplify my autism 2 years ago as much as I cried for help they just sought explanations in the autism literature. now that my autism has reached critical levels of amplification via simian levels of neuron loss they have started to listen and the tests have been coming back positive... I don't know what to do I have been waiting for this moment for over 2 years when I got a brain disease I was a young lad of 16 years, I have spent so long with brain disease that I don't know what to expect when everyone discovers whats really going on they may find out my premorbid IQ and its very strange...any advice for this situation?
everyone will be in eternal guilt for giving me brain damage and I will live with eternal regrets about what could have been without brain damage.....
its like im lapping as an autist and everyone is about to find out that its pseudo autism....wat do