Girlfriend is On the Verge of Suicide

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Hi /adv/.

Everything feels utterly hopeless right now. My girlfriend of over a year and a half now is on the brink of ending her life and I don't have the ability to save her anymore. I'm doing everything I can to convince her that life is still worth living and that suicide just isn't the answer, but nothing is getting through. She currently experiencing the worst manic depression that I and even herself has ever seen in her life. For roughly two to three months now, she's said almost every single day how much she wishes she was dead and how there's absolutely nothing left to live for. Nothing makes her happy anymore, she's essentially lost the love she feels for anyone anymore, and things don't look bright at all. We even got into an argument the other day before I went to work and she almost ended everything then and there. I'm constantly fucking this all up and I'm losing her with each passing day. I no longer have the ability to save the love of my life and if she dies, I'm convinced that this is all going to be my fault. While I may not be the root cause of this depression of hers, I'm certainly not helping anything get any better. If anything, I'm making it WORSE and becoming an even bigger reason for her to kill herself.

I want to help her, I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl because of how she changed my life. I was in an extremely rough spot for a while (I won't go into detail about it) and because she was there for me, because of what she has done for me in such a short amount of time, I'm fully convinced I want to live out the rest of my days with her. But that future is looking dimmer and dimmer as the minutes go by. What can I do? Can I do anything at all? She's getting a new dosage of medication to see if maybe that will help her, but her doctors warned that this would increase the amount of depression and suicidalness she'd have for a temporary amount of time due to the chemicals in the medicine. I don't know what to do anymore.