Life passing me by?

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I get this horrid feeling that life is just passing me by. I have felt like its always me that has to let stuff go. or say good bye to stuff. For example, the only woman whoever gave me the time of day friend zoned me. Had to delete her number and cut contact because I was enthralled by her. I still am.

I just don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't feel motivated or passionate about anything. I wake up in the morning and say "WOW, I CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME AFTER WORK AND GO BACK TO BED!" or "WOW, I can't wait until I get off work so I can jerk off 5 times!"

I basically just feel so disenchanted with life. I am not suicidal by any means but I just don't feel happy I guess. I am mostly disturbed by my lack of passion. Nothing really makes me go "Wow! I want to pursue that so badly!"

What would you recommend? I recall a time when I did feel happy. Much happier. That time was when that girl who friend zoned me.. had not friend zoned me yet. It was at a time when I thought I still had a chance. That was 4 years ago now.

Help.