Lost myself

I feel like I've been a robot for a long time..

>>18528430
then don't

>>18528333
*hurt
Also... well, maybe you're still confident and funny, you just don't show it as much as before. It happens.

>>18528333
I got the same problem, still do in a sense, but I'm not sure if its the constant lack of people around me (apart from occasional get together with friends) did that or the fact I've been doing a lot of drugs since school and I feel like it made me more of a zombie and made me overthink too much.
I'm trying out being sober now, see if it helps, but I feel like just being an adult took the life out of me and I'm just 'too tired' to be confident and funny, back in school days shit was easy, wake up, go to school, come back, do homework, sleep, repeat, now things worry me too much and maybe drowned me out? any of it ring a bell OP? I find that what I needed was a person in my life that would make me happy, once I'm happy I'm confident and funny again, but if I'm just around people 'I know" then its hard for me to be anything, friends don't make me as happy as I'd like to be, maybe I need new friends? maybe a girl?

>>18528333

you havent told us whats changed. figure out whats changed and try to unchange it, though the difference between an alpha in highschool and an alpha in the adult world is very different. an alpha in highschool is just a manchild 8 years later.