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>be me, 17
>just finished 10th grade
>most of my friends were girls, and they were pretty cool
>i had a Kik chat with them where I sent memes
>they noticed that my memes were very similar to one of their friend I haven't met.
>they send me their Kik
>i say "hello"
"Who is this?"
"I'm anon, ******'s friend"
"Oh, hay anon"
>I send a political meme
>they send me one as well
>we go back and forth the rest of the night
>next day my friends bring me outside to hang out
>some girl i've never seen before is with them, and I meet with her.
>turns out she was the one I've met on screen
>she was shy at first, as was I
>my friends and I hung out until dark, and started going home.
>I walked home with her because she only lived a few blocks away from my house, and everyone else was much further
>we were quiet most half of the way their until we started a conversation about YouTubers.
>we had the same interests in political, and comedic entertainers, and similar interest in music as well (thought she wasn't into metal)
>she made me feel good.
>when we got to my house I said goodbye, and she left
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>we had many more encounters that summer, and I felt the same way throughout.
>she always said I looked like a Mexican though I'm 100% sure I'm white.
>we even got in trouble with the police for being up after curfew baby sitting our high friends.
>she changed one of her Kik name to "I'm so into you" before abandoning it, and that had me convinced she had the same feelings for me.
>in august of the same year me, my friends, and Her met with 2 other of my friends friends.
>I've never met them, and so haven't She
>they were two beans in a pod, both spicks, and became good buddies of mine.
>one of my other close friends tolled me that She had a contract with her parents of witch if she did not have a relationship before the age of 18 she will be given $500
>I devised a plan, find out when her birth day was, and ask her. (Not a very complicated plan, but a plan none the less)
>2 months before Her 18th birth day Lawn Mower #1 said that he wanted Her.
>they later created a relationship that still lasts till this day. (Not sure how stable it is now)
>I still feel the same way I felt when I first met Her, and now when I think about Her I feel like garbage.
>I know i can't have Her, but is it selfish to think I was the one that should have had Her?
>Did she really have feelings for me, or was that just my greedy imagination conjuring reasons as to why I should be angry at spick boi?
>should I be depressed for what could have been, if "what have could have been" was all in my anxiety teenage imagination?
>then what reason is there to feel?
As a side note
>mfw the $500 contract was on my side, but failed.
>mfw she went and accepted an actual spick instead of me.
>mfw she still calls me a spick.
>mfw I still send Her memes.
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>>18527258
Don't start a green text with >be me. We know it's you.
Also you're over thinking shit in your dumb teenage mind. Get over it.
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