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>>18526198
OP I am literally this if knowing there's other people like you helps at all
I procrastinate so badly that I have genuinely nearly made myself sick from not eating and absolutely dumb shit like that
I find having a balanced schedule helps a bit, do boring work shit here, then fun stuff here, etc

>>18526207

I don't know that that really applies to me. For one thing, the extent of my vices are really only time-sinks. I don't smoke, drink to excess, do drugs or eat sugary foods. I guess the vice I've had is getting into bad relationships of which sex really was the only thing going for it.

I'm not about stating my RIGHT to indulge. If anything, I hate the fact I didn't have a stricter upbringing and the necessary disciprine instilled in me.

I just don't get the part where I feel utterly joyless when I'm free to do things I was doing when I shouldn't have been doing them.

Right now I'm struggling to get through reading One-Punch Man, playing Wolfenstein and watching a bunch of movies I torrented. They all seem incredibly boring whereas a week-ago when I had a court matter to settle, things to study and inconvenient work shift, those things were endlessly fascinating and stimulating.