Input on my Life

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I wanted your guys' input on a life situation of mine. I am currently unemployed and still need to get back to community college and finish my next year. My first and last job was an hour of driving every day for $9/hr as a cashier, but the hours fluctuated so damn much and the management/supervisors were lazy assholes and they did not give us working clocks so we did not know when to get off, and a lot of times they would forget to tell me to go home. They fired me after 3 months for using a coupon that was not specifically printed for me, so I needed a new job to start funding myself. I am not good socially, and totally unskilled, so I tried to apply at simple places like a dollar store or stocking at a market in town. I did not even get a call for an interview from anyone. Recently, I also noticed that I really don't feel much, and the only feelings I really do show is when I laugh, and everything else is hard to get out. Like, if I watch something sad, I barely even feel any sadness, even though I wana cry for it. I live in the woods with my parents and we live about 10-20 minutes from town, and I already graduated from high school, so I barely talk to anyone outside of my family, which just makes it harder for me socially. What is all of your input on this?