So yesterday I turned 30.
I had time to reflect on my life.
My relationships with other people (romantic and otherwise) have been quite painful or lack luster.
Do I keep trying to find true love?
Do I keep trying to make new friends?
If not how do I cope with the loneliness. I've spent years being a loner and it's taken a toll on me.
Bumping for help.
I feel isolated even though I have some people to talk to.
I feel like I'm only on everyone's peripheral.
>>18522941
I'm 31, and been married for 5 years. I can't really help you. I stopped trying to find "true love," and that was when I started having good relationships. But really, when I also stopped trying to find true love, I also had a certain mentality. "Fine. Fuck it. I'm alone for the rest of my life. May as well be someone I would want to be around." Then the chicks started flocking to me.
You'd be shocked how single women don't respect marriage. At all. "I won't tell if you don't," and the like. Weird shit.
Nothing is left for me is there?
>>18522979
I wouldn't say that. I find it extremely hard NOT to look forward to tomorrow, and all the promise that it brings.
But if you aren't happy with your life as it is, I wouldn't keep doing the same thins.