Anyone remember me? Was wanting to get clean off h with subs.

good on you for hitting the three-day mark. keep it going, friend. good lucl.

I recently watched an episode of Drugs Inc on Natgeo where one anonymous dealer bragged about lacing 1 out of every 10 bags he sold with a lethal amount of fentanyl.
He said he let his guys choose who to sell it to; being a junkie is a risky lifestyle already, so who cares right?
When people hear that his stuff made someone OD they try to get it. It's a business move for him. It's life/death for his customers.
Hang in there OP. You only have one life. Don't let that shit take yours

Thanks guys. Seriously.

From the deepest fathom of the most concealed chamber in my heart.

It was a front and we were hurting and I blew him up. He was agitated but didn't seem super mad. We went and got the bag took one hit each and it was sour. Reminded me of rat poison. Scared us like a mother dicker.

First day was rough but the second and third day were hell.

Tomorrow morning is day four. I feel like I can sleep tonight actually.

It scared me cause I had to pay the front back. But my dealer showed up at my door about three hours ago saying he found out it was bunk and he isn't going to charge us. Really cool guy despite the shit he does.

>>18522280
Try to find some trazodone. Then taper with benzos if you have to. Hell have a drink.
I've been there man. I got into it too quickly. Get through this week and you'll be good as gold if you can commit mentally. Good luck

>>18521805
my mom is 7 years sober thanks to suboxone. You can do it too I believe in you anon. Your life is going to change so be prepared for that. Make sure you have some kind of therapy or life coaching because coming off heroin makes life 10x harder when something stressful happens. You're going to need to learn how to cope being sober.

Good luck and don't give up!